U always be mine

wat had happen between us

2009-04-03T05:46:00.000-07:00

i don know wat had happen between us.. or maybe nothing happen.. maybe is i too senstive.. don know y.. i msn u msg no reply.. msg ur hp no reply.. i really don know y.. it seem so strange.. if i did something wrong tat make u unhappy or angry, i wish u could tell mi at least i know wat happen.. or izzit no point telling mi??? i really so upset.. i see u been happily wit her.. enjoying ur weekends wit her.. or izzit i didnt accompany u?? did not spare my time for you?? i really wish to know.. i ask her y about u but she didnt reply mi.. yyy?? wat is the pro?? i really wish i will know.. or is there nothing wrong?? or is i just been crazy silly foolish childish senstive??

who am i

2009-03-25T22:04:00.000-07:00

i feel tat i have lost everything.. my friends my family members n alots alots of things.. i don know who am i.. y i was born in tis world?? y do i have to trouble pple?? y cant i solve myself?? y cant i do it myself?? pple blame mi for things wrong blame mi for trouble them.. y am i so troublesome?? y cant i be more indenpented?? y i so scared of alot of things?? y i so stuqid?? y i so childish?? y am i not clever?? i living in somebody shadow all tis while.. i haven found myself.. maybe in the first place my mum should not have give birth mi. only know hw to trouble her. do nothing to make her proud.. maybe i should leave tis world earlier than anyone.. keeping mi in here only useless.. i do alots of thinking but i still cant get the answer. who can really lighten up my life?? who can really tell mi wat life is?? wat can i do to let my mum know tat i am not useless.

USELESS!!!!

2009-03-20T02:41:00.000-07:00

i feeling so useless!! i see my hubby working so hard n so tired.. i feel so useless!! trying to make him happy but nothing works.. i feel so heart pain n wan to cry but i cant.. i feel so worthless.. there nothing much i can do.. tell mi wat i can do to cheer u up.. i try to talk to u nicely but u ignore mi.. i know u r tired.. but u nw i so heart pain seeing u like tat.. tell mi wat to do?? i'm helpless!!! :_ _(

so happy:)

2009-03-16T00:04:00.000-07:00

finally i got my first touch screen phone.. F480

feeling....

2009-03-12T19:46:00.000-07:00

i don know wat have happen.. i just feeling so childish.... i keep on asking wat have happen.. but none reply mi.. u might be busy wit some stuffs or somthing else.. u got ur things to busy wit but i am here been so childish... i just been concern for u... wat u have written make mi worry... i not been kaypo.. maybe there some stuffs u don wish to share... but justt wan to like u know if u feeling down n need someone to talk to i will be there to lend u the ear.. i know u wont do anything foolish....

sentosa

2009-03-02T00:43:00.000-08:00

on sat 28/2/09 mi n my hubby relatives went to sentosa to have the last day of fun wit uncle jimmy. yesterday sun 1/3/09 uncle jimmy had took the plane back to Australia. he came to have Chinese New Year wit us which was on the Feb n attend his niece wedding. had alots of fun wit him even though it was tired getting up early for quite a few days or times but is worth it. don know when will see him again. maybe had to wait till my chinese wedding then he come back. plane tickets r ex..

hope to see u soon...

PS: shall update some photos when i have the time... GTG

on the singapore flyer

2009-02-24T22:54:00.000-08:00

my hubby gave a surprise 15/2/09 for valetine day. he was working on the valetine day itself so we celebrate the next day. he brought mi to sit the singapore flyer. he booked the VIP tickets. total was $138 for one couple. the view was nice. he gave mi lily instead of roses tis year. a change for it. we were treated really like VIP. it was so nice to be treated like VIP. so comfortable got lounge to wait for our turn n pple to escort u to the flyer. it was a very enjoyable night. thanks hubby for arranging all thanks.. love u 4ever.. muacks....

new year pic 2008

2009-02-24T22:38:00.000-08:00

some pics during the new year dinner 2008

new year

2009-01-28T22:40:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR 2 ALL MY FRIENDS N RELATIVES!!

i loves PIGS!!

2008-12-15T19:02:00.000-08:00

my house of PIGS

my design on plate

cncert at stadium

2008-12-15T18:44:00.000-08:00

my mother in law

13 12 08 went 2 watch concert at indoor stadium wit my mother in law my mother my hubby n myself.. we went 2 watch Andy Lau Concert.. is my mother in law idol not mi so we accompany her go watch.. it ended around 11plus.. we walk till to Old Changi Airport Road to get a bus then to Lavendar to take cab home.. reach home 1plus then bath then slept at 3.

My NeW iMaGe FoR 2009

2008-12-09T00:56:00.000-08:00

sch over!!

2008-12-09T00:51:00.000-08:00

finally one year of ITE is over.. it had pass two weeks seen we left sch.. some r working some r slacking at home.. misses the time in sch the fun the laughter n the noise.. it make my day..

but nw is so quiet so damm boring...

hope everyone r fine out there...

take care my friends.. :)

do keep in touch...

22 Oct 08

2008-10-22T05:16:00.000-07:00

I am very unhappy... i am so stress up.. i wish somebody would be there to listen to my nagging.. who can i trust.. who can give mi advice.. i am always giving pple advices but when i am in troubles i cant pour out.... i so so so upset.... wat can i do to make u all happy..

BACK 2 SCHOOL

2008-10-14T01:55:00.000-07:00

i m back in sch for two days le.. still quite ok.. but still the same damm boring... wat to do sch r like tat...

i was abit happy when my friend say she might wan to go to study wit the same course as i do.. so mi n edwin n foon ling plan to study in bishan becoz there got the courses we wan.. so glad tat someone will join mi...

but should i work towards my dream or start looking for jobs????

11 10 08 meet up wit sec mates

2008-10-11T20:59:00.000-07:00

11 10 08 meet up wit some sec sch mates at bugis.. it was fun.. but the only spoilt thing was yu song don wan to take photos.. he said he don like to take photos.. n talk to in the sianz voice becoz he was tired.. we went to bugis have steamboat.. cost us 20dollars each cheaper than seoul garden.. but the foods is not as much as those in seoul garden....

after tat we went to bugis street to walk becoz li zhen wanted to buy belts.. but most of the shops r close... i was abit puzzled... last time when i still hanging around outside at night it was so crowded n full of youngsters but nw it was totally different so quiet...

we walk around n decided to watch movies.. yu song n guo hao didnt wan to watch becoz they were tired.. so we just bought 4 tickets.. mi my hubby li zhen n lam went to watch instead.. the show was 11.50pm so we thought of having some coffee n tea.. so we went behind bugis street the alley there.. it was so crowded cant find a place to sit so in the end wwe turn back to mac to have ice cream...

the time passes fast... we chit chat n the time for show reaching.. time to part... so yu song n guo hao went home... the four us I J L L went to watch... oh ya we watch CONNECTED.. it was Louis Koo movie.. nice movie.. very execited n panic n funny too...

after show took photos wit my best friend, li zhen.. n we left becoz it was almost 2am.. reach home had my bath n slept at 4am.. damm tired...

holidays

2008-10-07T09:07:00.001-07:00

nw is having holidays... tis week is the last week of holidays... meeting my friends on thur to do our project...

my ROM had pass 2 weeks le... so miss the day 27 08 09... hope the time wont pass...

i so happily that i get marry le... my plan is 2 to 3 years to have my chinese custom... then plan to have babies... i love kids... i wish to have children in the tiger year and pig year but i miss the pig year le.. if wait for pig is 12 years later i will be old le.. tiger year will be 2 years time but i still studying so cant..

i don wan my hubby to have burden over money... rasing kids is lots lots of money... study no much money n he just got his job... still far away..

how i wish i can share the burden wit my hubby...

wanted to stop schooling n work but my dream is to become teacher so i have to get at least a poly cert...

wat to do????

tied the knot on 27 09 08

2008-09-29T23:01:00.000-07:00

below is how i look on the day of my ROM 27 09 08... nice rite?? cant regonize myself too... even my mum don also....

wedding couples

2008-09-29T22:38:00.001-07:00

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26 09 08

2008-09-25T21:23:00.000-07:00

today 26 09 08 very happy.. going 2 Aranda Country Club 2 do decor in our room for my big day tml... so nervous n happy.. cant wait for tml... lots of things to prepare n bring...

lots of friends n relatives coming... thanks for coming....

thanks to my cousin, wenxin n my sis for accompany to buy my dress, shoes n accessiores...

thanks my sis n wenxin for accompany mi to do my nails...

thanks my dearest friend lay chin to get mi a camera man n help mi when i need u...

i very thankful tat i have u all....

is raining nw.. hopefully tml will be very sunny...

today 24 09 08

2008-09-24T02:14:00.000-07:00

last nite slept at 2plus woke up tis morning at 8plus.. so damm tired... becoz have 2 go to ROM to collect our documents... have to reach there by 10.30am... so nervous when reach there... when i our number was been flash on screen we went to counter 3 to talk to thee officer...

reach there fill up a form
waiting for number to flash on screen
check our particulars
do the swearing
officer explain the documents given to us
collect the documents n off we go

took the photo outside the ROM.. so many pple there but seems like we r the youngest couple there... while walking down the slope to the main road saw alot of love seeds.. n pick up them.. collected half the bottles... surprised was my darling also accompany mi pick... no guys had ever do tis together wit mi... they find it paiseh to pick up becoz quite alot of pple walking pass us n looking at us... i don find it paiseh.. i find quite romanti to do it together....

we be busy tis weeks... preparing my ROM stuffs... going to clementi to do my nails... visit my godmum n godfather... trim hair... n do some checking... fri afternoon will be setting off to the Country Club to do the decor.... weee cant wait.................. times pass first..............................

yesterday 23 09 08

2008-09-24T02:06:00.000-07:00

yesterday 23 09 08 when out with my godsis... when 2 buy my darling gift... we agree 2 have an exhange so called wedding gifts... i bought a watch for him becoz his watch has crack n spoil...hopefully he will love it... wanted to disturb him n bought him boxer becoz he don like to wear... lol...but cant find it... becoz the time too tight.... wondering wat he will buy for mi... mi n my godsis chatted till 10plus... we have so much to talk... long time no chit chat n gossip....

cant wait for sat to come....... :)