Friday, April 3, 2009
i don know wat had happen between us.. or maybe nothing happen.. maybe is i too senstive.. don know y.. i msn u msg no reply.. msg ur hp no reply.. i really don know y.. it seem so strange.. if i did something wrong tat make u unhappy or angry, i wish u could tell mi at least i know wat happen.. or izzit no point telling mi??? i really so upset.. i see u been happily wit her.. enjoying ur weekends wit her.. or izzit i didnt accompany u?? did not spare my time for you?? i really wish to know.. i ask her y about u but she didnt reply mi.. yyy?? wat is the pro?? i really wish i will know.. or is there nothing wrong?? or is i just been crazy silly foolish childish senstive??
Labels: can i have an answer
5:46 AM
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
i feel tat i have lost everything.. my friends my family members n alots alots of things.. i don know who am i.. y i was born in tis world?? y do i have to trouble pple?? y cant i solve myself?? y cant i do it myself?? pple blame mi for things wrong blame mi for trouble them.. y am i so troublesome?? y cant i be more indenpented?? y i so scared of alot of things?? y i so stuqid?? y i so childish?? y am i not clever?? i living in somebody shadow all tis while.. i haven found myself.. maybe in the first place my mum should not have give birth mi. only know hw to trouble her. do nothing to make her proud.. maybe i should leave tis world earlier than anyone.. keeping mi in here only useless.. i do alots of thinking but i still cant get the answer. who can really lighten up my life?? who can really tell mi wat life is?? wat can i do to let my mum know tat i am not useless.
Labels: who am i
10:04 PM
Friday, March 20, 2009
i feeling so useless!! i see my hubby working so hard n so tired.. i feel so useless!! trying to make him happy but nothing works.. i feel so heart pain n wan to cry but i cant.. i feel so worthless.. there nothing much i can do.. tell mi wat i can do to cheer u up.. i try to talk to u nicely but u ignore mi.. i know u r tired.. but u nw i so heart pain seeing u like tat.. tell mi wat to do?? i'm helpless!!! :_ _(
Labels: so useless
2:41 AM
Monday, March 16, 2009
finally i got my first touch screen phone.. F480
Labels: happy :)
12:04 AM
Thursday, March 12, 2009
i don know wat have happen.. i just feeling so childish.... i keep on asking wat have happen.. but none reply mi.. u might be busy wit some stuffs or somthing else.. u got ur things to busy wit but i am here been so childish... i just been concern for u... wat u have written make mi worry... i not been kaypo.. maybe there some stuffs u don wish to share... but justt wan to like u know if u feeling down n need someone to talk to i will be there to lend u the ear.. i know u wont do anything foolish....
Labels: feeling so childish.... :(
7:46 PM
Monday, March 2, 2009
on sat 28/2/09 mi n my hubby relatives went to sentosa to have the last day of fun wit uncle jimmy. yesterday sun 1/3/09 uncle jimmy had took the plane back to Australia. he came to have Chinese New Year wit us which was on the Feb n attend his niece wedding. had alots of fun wit him even though it was tired getting up early for quite a few days or times but is worth it. don know when will see him again. maybe had to wait till my chinese wedding then he come back. plane tickets r ex..
hope to see u soon...
PS: shall update some photos when i have the time... GTG
Labels: was tired after the whole day.. sunburn... but is worth it..
12:43 AM
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Labels: valetine day
10:54 PM
